Monday, September 05, 2005 @10:55 am
for some reason, i am feeling really down.
just don't feel like talking with anyone.
reach home still have to endure the lonliness.
bah.
people take my feelings for granted and it does not feel good.
not one tiny little insy bit.
it's kinda ironic how it seems that i always look fun and happy,
constantly making a fool of myself just for the entertainment of others
but deep down, i know how i feel.
and its far from that.
i just like to suffer in silence.
i'm just bound to be a loner forever,
bound and locked up within the prisons of my deep and broken soul.
well, at least there's always JESUS that i can count on.
i know i can't do much about friends... they come and they go.
i cant even get the guy that i like for so many years to like me even one bit.
pathetic isnt it?
well,
who cares.?
who friggin' cares?
♥ Why did you pick a tune when I'm not in the mood?